moving soon?

“how would you like to move to New Zealand?”

well that raised my eyebrows over my head last night. and my eyes went from slits to the size of a dinner plate. but i kept my cool.

actually, i wasn’t surprised by this. i guess it’s always been at the back of my mind. it wasn’t a question of would i like to move or not. it was just a matter of time.

since graduating and passing the board exams, it was a traditional route to work in the middle east where there is a construction boom where my profession was most needed. i didn’t apply anywhere. i thought i was meant to work here.

a few years later, i have my own job. i see my old college batchmates posting on friendster (because facebook wasn’t a big thing yet) with the newest and shiniest gadgets and DSLRs. i was pretty #inggitmuch that time. i started to question my ‘loyalty’ to the country but i guess i was still pretty happy where i was.

i said to myself, “you must learn to simplify.”

another few years come, i see some batchmates renouncing their filipino citizenship for another. which made me question, again, that if it ever came to that, would i do the same thing?

i said to myself, “let’s cross the bridge when we get there.”

and so, last night, this was presented to me. there are no concrete plans except for A to apply and pass her resume. as for me, i have no assurance of a job when we move. the best i could think of was to farm or shepherd sheep!

so, it’s going to be a waiting game. the question to ask, perhaps, is “how soon is ‘soon’?”

tinuklaw ng cobra

was walking to the office today dahil coding ako at kinailangang mag-commute. i felt the sluggishness of my movements and i thought, “grabe, ito talaga nagagawa ng pagmamaneho at upo lang sa opisina araw-araw. lahat na lang kinatatamaran. lahat ng galaw parang struggle.”

dati naman kasi nung araw-araw akong nakikipaglaban sa Sparta este nagko-commute at sumasakay ng LRT at MRT, kahit naman papaano ay di ko ramdam na hinang-hina ako.

then i thought, teka, di naman din ako ganoon even when i started driving. i still managed to be alert kahit papaano.

then i remembered that since i got up this morning, i haven’t had my coffee. ayun pala! haha!

i passed by a coffee vending machine and stared at it for a little while. para bang hinahamon ko ng duwelo. *cue theme of The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly* because once i tried to get coffee from that same vending machine and it just ate my money and dispensed nothing.

so i went to the coop store instead and got this:

yep. Cobra energy drink. i’m no fan of energy drinks kasi una: lasang gamot. pangalawa: kulay wiwi. pangatlo: antamiiiiiiis! but i thought subukan ko lang ulit kung magugustuhan ko. and maybe tingnan ano epekto niya sa akin… this new (to me) variant is “plus smart” dahil may ginkgo biloba na supposedly ay nakakapagbigay ng “mental boost”… whatever that means.

so as i write this blog, i’m gulping it down. masarap lang siya sa simula. dahil malamig na malamig siya. but the afterstaste is just how i remember energy drinks. see three points above. uulitin ko pa ba? maybe after a few months na. i’ll stick to Kopiko 78 when i forget to have my morning coffee at home. 😛

next obsession: lighthouses

there is just so much stuff to see in the philippines that you just don’t know where to start. and conversely, you can probably choose a ‘theme’ for your trips and you’ll definitely go around the country a lot! want beaches? water falls? mountains? caves? you’ll see them all here.

but what interests me more recently are lighthouses!

it’s a ‘niche market’ so-to-speak. and probably requires more paperwork to get into/visit, specially in more built-up areas such as Subic where there’s security concern. but most of the time, in my experience, light houses in the country are easy to get into.

my first (and only?) light house was in balicasag island, showing the old and new light houses. wish we could’ve gotten inside though and perhaps a more thorough history of the lighthouse, or even details on how they were built. one was very modern while the other showed traditional construction techniques for high buildings. and it really made me wonder how it was when it was fully operational — how employees would stay and pass the time, or should distress signals come in, how would they have responded.

anyway, perhaps that’ll be my ‘travel goal’ for the coming future: more lighthouses and more research on them. 🙂