i’ve never been religious, really, until recently.
i know they’re happy and blissful in their respective relationships with God but having so much knowledge of Catholic Truth makes it such a difficult thing to just let go for me. all this truth and yet they remain distant.
i do not always pray for the conversion of people. but my heart always is disturbed whenever i see them on FB and their posts about their respective groups… i tell myself, “there’s so much more to worshiping God that way!” yes, we worship through our actions, voices… but if you attend any TLM or a well-executed NOM, and know and understand what is going on, it creates such an impact.
maybe that’s it. i now feel that we have anthropomorphize God to such a great extent that intimacy becomes contempt. a little too much. God — the one true God, creator of all things — deserves more respect. more honor. more dignity. because He is God. He is divine. worship must be sacred.
I, P, N, A, J, D, P, A… you all are intelligent people. i offer you to our Blessed Mother. i pray you find your way home. soon.