it’s not yet sinking in. but i really don’t see that as a bad thing though… a mix of good and bad at most but not something that’s just bad.
i haven’t really settled in yet. or maybe i’m feeling that because my in-laws are still in the process of moving out of the house so everything is everywhere. little by little, as things get moved and arranged, i’m feeling more and more comfortable though. actually, it felt good seeing less furniture and a cleaner floor last night. unfortunately, “less furniture” means no dining table, no sofa/couch, no ref, no washing machine, no stove, no LPG… just a single bed, 2 wooden cabinets and a couple of little stuff. so the house is practically bare… which isn’t that bad. after all, i get a kick shopping for appliances and furniture for the house. you know that “just starting my own family” feeling? nice noh? 🙂 but the bills are going to kill me i’m sure! haha!
of course, since the house is just being handed down (or rather “rented down”) to us, it isn’t my ‘dream home’ yet. so there are a lot of things i want to do with it — i already have plans in my head just waiting to be implemented. or maybe i’ve just been reading too much of Chez Larsson’s blog. 😀 haha! i really wish i’d win the Lotto so i could do these things ASAP! 🙂 i guess the “projects” will just have to wait when all bills and debts are settled.
so far, been lacking sleep since last week. started with anxiety before the major event, then the stress during and immediately right after the wedding, and now household duties. whew! i don’t think i signed up for this… “I should have been informed!” (to borrow from Christopher Lao‘s quotable quote. LOL)