rainy days and mondays

yes. they always get me down. damn. and they occurred simultaneously today. “double whammy”

bwakanang… ganun talaga, masarap parusahan ang sarili. masokista na kung masokista. heto, pinanood ko pa talaga sa youtube ang video ng “rainy days and mondays”. baliw na naman ako… lunes na naman.

Talkin’ to myself and feelin’ old
Sometimes I’d like to quit
Nothing ever seems to fit
Hangin’ around
Nothing to do but frown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

What I’ve got they used to call the blues
Nothin’ is really wrong
Feelin’ like I don’t belong
Walkin’ around
Some kind of lonely clown
Rainy Days and Mondays always get me down.

small task, big problem

heto ngayon ang malaking problema: na-tag ako… oo, na-tag ako. at since may pagka-newbie ako sa kaguluhang tinatawag na pagbblog eh wala ako pagpapasahan ng tag na ito. pero i might as well post what was asked of me:

my desktop

i try to keep my desktop neat and tidy. and that’s the wonder of that little bar at the top does. it’s Aquadock and i downloaded it for free! yes, free! mas prefer ko siya over Quicklauch buttons sa taskbar ng Windows. cool din kasi parang sa Mac eh. plus i have Yahoo Widgets installed. i tried gunning for the Vista look using skins and wallpapers from InterfaceLIFT. oo, XP pa din ang operating system ko. 🙂  at dahil nga gumagamit ako ng skins, minsan eh nag-a-ala Mac ang laptop ko. 😀 ehehehe.. (madami naman akong naloloko)

the easy part is done. ngayon, sino ha-hunting-in ko para ma-tag? tsk, anak ng tinapang bangus talaga…

*krus, dasal* sana sumagot sila…

chigo, iska, jam at kate (since nagbblog ka na ulit sa multiply!)

just to mention it, nahihiya ako kay miss toni. ahehe… avid fan pero di kami close. 😦


My Desktop Free View Instruction

A. Upon receiving this tag, immediately perform a screen capture of your desktop. It is best that no icons be deleted before the screen capture so as to add to the element of fun.

You can do a screen capture by: [1] Going to your desktop and pressing the Print Scrn key (located on the right side of the F12 key). [2] Open a graphics program (like Picture Manager, Paint, or Photoshop) and do a Paste (CTRL + V). [3] If you wish, you can “edit” the image, before saving it.

B. Post the picture in your blog. You can also give a short explanation on the look of your desktop just below it if you want. You can explain why you preferred such look or why is it full of icons. Things like that.

C. Tag five of your friends and ask them to give you a Free View of their desktop as well.

D. Add your name to this list of Free Viewers with a link pointing directly to your Desktop Free View post to promote it to succeeding participants.


dom lawrence
vegan momma
r playground
aunt jackie
emmy rose


lowering expectations


lagi ko na lang sinasabi sa sarili ko na huwag masyadong mag-expect sa mga bagay kung ayaw mong ma-depress. unfortunately, ganun na nga lagi nangyayari.

umasa ako na sasama ka. tinanong mo pa ako kagabi kung may damit kang isusuot pagdating doon.

kapag gusto, madaming paraan. kapag ayaw, maraming dahilan

kung iisipin mo, madali lang gawan ng paraan yun. pwedeng bumili, pwedeng humiram.

pero di ako magsasalita sayo. at alam ko na naman sasabihin mo. magugulat ka pag nabasa mo ‘to pagkatapos eh sasabihin mo, “bakit hindi mo sinabi saken?” sisimangot ka, kukunot ang noo, pipiliting gawing isang guhit ang magkahiwalay mong kilay at maaasar at maiinis sa akin.

magpapaliwanag na ako ngayon palang: ayoko malaman mo ang iniisip ko dahil alam kong sasama ka dahil magi-guilty ka. kapag sinabi ko nararamdaman ko ngayon, sasama ka ng hindi bukal sa iyong kalooban. ayoko mangyari yung ganoon, yung napilitan lang sumama. kahit na maging OK ang attitude mo pagdating naten doon, hindi pa rin OK sa akin yun. kakainin ako ng iniisip ko’t sinasabing, “napilitan lang yan eh. dapat hindi ka na lang nagsalita at hinayaan mo na lang siya”

at iyon nga ang ginagawa ko ngayon. making excuses. lowering expectations. acting like i’m OK when in fact i’m not. acting like i understand but i don’t. or i don’t want to understand. (see? i’m even justifying your reasons!)

masakit lang siguro sa damdamin yung ganun. umasa ka tapos eh wala rin sa bandang huli. pero kung iisipin din, ikaw din lang ang may dahilan ng nararamdaman mo ngayon, randell. umasa ka kasi. siguro titisurin ko na lang yung batong makikita ko sa daan hanggang makarating ako sa paroroonan ko. aasa pa din ako na maging paraan yun para di ko maisip ang nangyari ngayon.

swift Justice

malungkot na magtatapos ang linggo ko. dahil nalaman kong na wala na ang isang series na gustong gusto at inaabangan ko (sa aking suking DVD store sa tabi ng simbahan sa amin).

Justice TV series

ang dahilan, sabi dito, kakaunti lang ang nanonood ng series na ‘to. which is depressing, really. it’s the other side of CSI. diba it’s the evidence that matters? but sometimes, it’s how good your lawyers are that determines your fate in court. it’s more fast-paced than CSI kasi they still have to prove the evidence presented. and sometimes, presentation makes all the difference.

just a brief backgrounder on the episode: TNT&G is a big law firm which handles high-profile cases and celebrity clients in Las Vegas. We have the pretty, smart lawyer, the young, suave heartthrob, the team captain, and the former DA (District Attorney) and they pretty much make up a good pack of lawyers. In the first (hopefully not the last. sana may ibang network na kumuha nito) season, they win in their cases. syempre, it’s a showcase of how “good” they are. but at the end of every episode, pinapakita what actually happened in the crime scene. so the viewer gets to see if Justice was really served.

I absolutely love this series. sana lang may nakikinig jan someplace and they’d bring the series back.

sad, sad weekend…

men and their lies…

well, inasmuch as i wouldn’t know saan nanggaling ang mga ‘to, naaliw lang ako kaya heto… 🙂

couple in bed

Who hasn’t heard one of these whoppers?

Big fat lie #1
“This has never happened to me before.” Er, right.

Big fat lie #2
“Only you can get me hard.” Flattering but as the average man has an erection every 90 minutes, not likely.

Big fat lie #3
“I’d wear a condom but they’re all too tight.”
Not unless you’re sharing your bed with the Incredible Hulk.

Big fat lie #4
“Why would I ever mastur**** when I have you?” Hmmm

Big fat lie #5
“Of course we’ll just cuddle.” Search your memory how has that panned out in the past?

i just don’t know if agree ang mga lalaki (at babae) hehehe…


monday didn’t start quite right. it’s the sleepy monday i always dread waking up to. nakakatamad pumasok, nakakatamad magtrabaho, nakakatamad gumawa ng lahat ng bagay.. then enter mocha muffins…

i taught a little at the GE refresher course at our school para sa mga magbo-board exams this september 25-26. and as a “thank you” from the organizers, binigyan kami ng home-made mocha chip choco muffins ni ais. and, as usual, wala pa dn akong picture kasi nga wala akong digicam or camphone man lang. but i can tell you that they’re really really good…

adik din naman talaga ako sa kape at tsokolate. so what a perfect combination diba?

i actually expected something like yung mga galing sa “pasalubong” na cupcake. but it was really moist and smooth and the mocha chips were a great surprise to the tastebuds pag nginunguya mo na. it gave me a jolt and happy feeling!!! THAT is an indication na masarap talaga siya… i mean it used good ingredients doing what they should: MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD AND HAPPY!

but like the real thing, the caffeine brings you to a crash after a while. but who cares? i’m a druggie… coffee-slash-choco-holic. 🙂